Friday, April 29, 2011


Stare at my reflection in the mirror...

Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
...Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
( Miss Jessie J.)

Progress…Progression….I took the first step to rectify my situation. I spoke up! I went to the problem and addressed my issues, concerns and frustration and can I just say it felt AMAZING. I felt like a huge balloon filled up with angry air (if that even makes sense…LOL) and I was able to just release everything. I gave that person a big piece of my mind and though the problem is not fully corrected I am able to feel good that I made the first step to change my negative situation.

At this point I feel things can only get better, I have removed that stress off my back. I have decided to never allow myself to be put in a situation like this again. I was blessed with a mouth (a big one at that) and I will never be unheard again. If I have an issues or concern I am going to voice my feelings about it and go on with my “Blessed” life.

Plus I don’t get paid enough to be stressing so much over this situation…I figure at least if I was doing pole dances I would get the perk of wearing glitter every day to work!

I plan on having a WONDERFUL weekend, enjoying my Loves, eating good food and buying something that makes me smile!


  1. yay! glad you spoke up :) I feel the same way about my job. I don't get paid enough to be stressed out everyday.

    happy friday!


  3. Gald you stood up for yourself! Wonderful blog!

  4. Its always good to say whats on your mind, because keeping it in only stresses you out.

    Fashion Rehab

  5. good for you, expressing yourself is always best! xoxo

  6. Its takes guts, glad you spoke up! Love your pink lipstick btw

  7. I can totally relate with the feeling like a big old baloon filled with angry air...I am such a non-confrontational person but when I do muster up the strength to speak up it is usually warrented and feels so good!!!

    {sounds like you are similar!}

    xx Cat brideblu

  8. Im happy u spoke up! one up for team girls like "us"....amazing

  9. Weldone to you :) you look pretty and love your tattoos

  10. I don't work [college student, plan to work soon]. I have to say I admire anyone with guts to do what others are afraid to do.

  11. love this post! LOOOVE hearing when someone has overcome something by stepping up. go you!!!

  12. good way to approach life!!!


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