Random Thoughts for Thursday...

Thinking my future will look a little like this (plus a pink dog)...

For the last 2 weeks I’ve been listening to country music…its crazy …and I LOVE IT!!  Maybe Texas has officially grown on me…  

In desperate need of this hair...

 I’ve been quite frustrated and biting my nails, which I know is gross and not very lady like, but I continue to do it...

Completely addicted to this chick….she is a 16 year-old hot mess train wreck and I really think we should be BFF’s!!  (I know 16...ha ha ha)

(read about the story here)

Counting down to fall in love, be inspired and dance  and sing like a crazy person.

"Bitchin" on Tuesday...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

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Okay, I needed to get that out, before my head exploded. I am in situation that I must encounter on a daily basis that drives me INSANE. It’s something that I shouldn’t allow to effect my life so much, but I can’t help it. It makes me kookoo bananas that everyday I have to witness this craziness and when I tried to speak up I was told it was none of my business..um okay!

My friends and family are SO FREAKING tired of me complaining about it, and honestly I’m sick and tired of it being a part of my life and I swear the next person who tells me I should just suck it up and be happy, is going to get punched in the face.

Basically I need to KILL my Job (and buy some new lipstick…you know how I roll!)

The End!

Random Thought of the Day...

So long long time ago (okay maybe not so long ago, but this is my story...so..ya!) Anyhoo, I made a big hoopla of trying to lose 20lbs. I got all motivated, than got less motivated and soon was in the negative with my motivation and those 20lbs are still here.

Now I am in culinary school and were eating sweets and carbs all the time, I get home super late and end up stuffing my face with crap and none of this is helping. Well if I have not blasted this info enough I am getting married. I am going to be a bride in 11 months and I really would like to not be a plump bride. Now I am not going to get all crazy about this, because as we have seen from my history I suck at this whole exercising and eating healthy thing.

I NEED to do something, I just need to find something that works for me. Something I can stick with and actually WANT to do. I think my lack of motivation comes from my small attention span and getting bored very quickly. Who knows….either way I want to look like this on my wedding day!!

(Damn J-Hud!!)

Random thoughts of the day...

I thought it might be fun to share 10 random facts about myself….

(Side Note - yes, I like taking pictures of my face in the car...LOL)

1. I can openly admit I am selfish and spoiled ( I blame my parents for having my sister 7 years apart from me…by the time she was born I was already use to living a life of luxury and not ready to hang up my tiara. The good thing is she was not blessed with my horrible trait and is one of the sweetest people I know, even when I refuse to share my candy!!

2. I watch way too many cop, crime, prison and jail shows, which has made me HIGHLY paranoid of EVERYONE!!

3. I don’t cuss; I just personally think its very un-lady like. (Now, don’t get me wrong everyone once in awhile I will use the phrase “Bitch, Please”, but you would never catch me saying the F word)

4. I am a terrible dancer. I love to dance, but I have no rhythm and usually just end up flinging my arms around, looking like a crazy person. (But I still have a GREAT time doing it)

5. I am addicted to Teen Nick…I live for shows like I-Carley and Degrassi.

6. I have a bad habit of getting super excited about things and then quickly losing interest in them. (ie..Sewing...LOL)

7. I grew up in a very small town, graduated with only 32 people in my class and there were only 2 black people in my whole high school. This has allowed me very open about diversity and not so quick to make everything a black and white thing, because honestly sometimes it’s a Grey issue.

8. I really really want PINK hair!!

9. I am very indecisive and even though I hate being bossed around, I like direction. (Even if I decide to go the other way).

10. I truly believe that True Love exists, and usually comes to you when your not even looking.

Random Thought of the Day!

Another one of my famous random thoughts...

The other day I was watching the newest season of the “Bad Girls Club” and was actually appalled. Now, I know this show is supposed to be full of drama and wild antics but same of the behavior I saw on this last episode got me thinking. The two main girls, Christine and Lea, decide to go on this frenzy of attacking another roommate because they wanted the girl out of the house. I know its all in the name of good TV, but I was shocked at their antics towards this girl. Yelling and spitting on her, throwing everything under the sun at her, just because….no reason, other than to consider themselves “Bad Girls”.

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I really felt that these two broads were acting DIGUSTING. (I will give credit to the girl they were attacking, because she held her ground and didn’t let them get to her. It was clear that these girls were feeding off her fear, but she was able to break them by not showing any. )

How can you go about spitting on someone and then in your next move consider yourself a lady. I think many women have a misconception of what a true lady is, now don’t get me wrong I watch all of the TRASHY TV shows too, but I am not taking any etiquette lessons from Snookie.

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I am old enough to understand the concept of reality from “unreality” , but many people can’t separate that. They think its okay to go out and drink to the point of falling all over the place, underoos showing, to leave with some random guy you decide to find out his name after the deed is already done.

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I am my no means Mother Theresa, but I try to hold myself to some pretty high standards. I just want to be seen as the BEST possible version of myself and try to take direction from positive role models.

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I know someday I want to be a mother and role model and want my actions to be held in a positive light.  We all make mistakes, (yes, this is coming from the SAME girl who stuck gum on the rail...I KNOW...I KNOW!!) but I think we can LEARN from our own and others and mistakes, and become people we are proud to look at in the mirror each day.

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Have a great weekend!