Stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
...Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
( Miss Jessie J.)
Progress…Progression….I took the first step to rectify my situation. I spoke up! I went to the problem and addressed my issues, concerns and frustration and can I just say it felt AMAZING. I felt like a huge balloon filled up with angry air (if that even makes sense…LOL) and I was able to just release everything. I gave that person a big piece of my mind and though the problem is not fully corrected I am able to feel good that I made the first step to change my negative situation.
At this point I feel things can only get better, I have removed that stress off my back. I have decided to never allow myself to be put in a situation like this again. I was blessed with a mouth (a big one at that) and I will never be unheard again. If I have an issues or concern I am going to voice my feelings about it and go on with my “Blessed” life.
Plus I don’t get paid enough to be stressing so much over this situation…I figure at least if I was doing pole dances I would get the perk of wearing glitter every day to work!
I plan on having a WONDERFUL weekend, enjoying my Loves, eating good food and buying something that makes me smile!